Friday, December 11, 2009
♥ Special day
I become fat already...more sad,eat more,why some people will be skinny when they are sad and they will not consume any foods. I wanna be them, wanna be skinny, at least when sad, I can be more slim and so my body shape can console my sorrow as well than fat.
Tyres are my waist now....all disappeared excluding my adipose that accumulates around my waist.
How to get rid of it?Damn Oil, I hate you, why you keep torturing my body?I wanna skinny...
God,gv my body back!
Why some people can get what they desire, but why I can't? Sometime I was thinking that is my ancestors had did something wronf, so I should take this burden by myself? Isn't it?
I appreaciate u come to my life and u share ur sorrow and u share ur happiness....But, I don't want u to hurt urself, and I wanna u be more happy. TAKE GOOD CARE!
I don't want skinny guy,not strong, who isn't able to take good care of me since he can't take care himself well.
At least, just promise me that u could take care ur self good, then I believe u can realize ur promise.
I have to much to say, I wanna talk to u many many, but I don't know what can I talk. Sounds contradiction right? I always oppose myself, why I will be like this way? Wasn't opposing can realize ur dream? Some boycott oppose something for their right, in the end, they got what they want. Why I can't be the same as those lucky guys?
Now, I even don't know what I am typing and I couldn't understand why I say this...I don't know, I just wanna to release the fire in my heart and so I write out something very strange, at least, by this way, I could make U know What I am doing and make you realize that I m still here!
Tyres are my waist now....all disappeared excluding my adipose that accumulates around my waist.
How to get rid of it?Damn Oil, I hate you, why you keep torturing my body?I wanna skinny...
God,gv my body back!
Why some people can get what they desire, but why I can't? Sometime I was thinking that is my ancestors had did something wronf, so I should take this burden by myself? Isn't it?
I appreaciate u come to my life and u share ur sorrow and u share ur happiness....But, I don't want u to hurt urself, and I wanna u be more happy. TAKE GOOD CARE!
I don't want skinny guy,not strong, who isn't able to take good care of me since he can't take care himself well.
At least, just promise me that u could take care ur self good, then I believe u can realize ur promise.
I have to much to say, I wanna talk to u many many, but I don't know what can I talk. Sounds contradiction right? I always oppose myself, why I will be like this way? Wasn't opposing can realize ur dream? Some boycott oppose something for their right, in the end, they got what they want. Why I can't be the same as those lucky guys?
Now, I even don't know what I am typing and I couldn't understand why I say this...I don't know, I just wanna to release the fire in my heart and so I write out something very strange, at least, by this way, I could make U know What I am doing and make you realize that I m still here!
11:01 AM
