Sunday, March 15, 2009
♥ My Complicated Family
I was so lazy to write blog this few weeks because of the final exam, but today I'm spirited enough to post some story about my family.
I have a normal family, which is not rich and not poor. I have my daddy and mummy, a sister, a brother, and me. 5 members are living in a warmly house.
However, my family is really complicated, especially my mom who brings unhappy events always to us, and destroys our family!
My mother is really rebellious, she is hard to be controlled. She always wants to do what she likes and what she wants. She is damned! I don't want to scold her, but I can't control my mind! What had she done was fault! Completely a huge mistake! She doesn't understand, she still says she is conscientious!!!
The event was happening in the 2 years ago while she was in Australia. I was regret, if I didn't ask her to go back Malaysia, I think now my family will be perfect without her! All I did was wrong!
Why she would be in Australia?
My mother was a hawker who sold Hokkien Mee in Tambi Kecil. Her every month's income was stable. She was really relaxing when she was holding her business because what she did was only making the noodle while custormers ordered! It was my daddy who helped her washed the plates and chopsticks! It was my sister and I who helped her to prepare before going for selling!!! What she did?Only made the noodles for custormer--easy step!!! The most complicated progresses were peeling off the shrimps' shell(10KG), blending the shrimps' shell, cleaning the stall, washing the floor, and moving down and up the heavy caldron! We did all the works in the morning till evening and after then we will go to prepare for selling.
Mostly was my sister help my mother to look up the stall and what my mother did was only chatting "Sembang" with old uncles!Damn Fuck! Why those uncles didn't understand my mother had married and had a husband? Why those uncles were so lame. "HamSap!" And why my mother is so "Hiao"--coquettish till now? Thus, this manner made many ugle news about my mom that for my daddy or even for a man couldn't stand "Green Cap;know?", so my parent started arguing! In the end, my mom decided went to Australia. Then...what happened in Australia? Well...my lame mummy tied with other uncle...damn fuck!Bitch!!!
I saw my dad was becoming weak, slim, and desparate. My dad was crying, you know? My heart was so painful. My mother didn't understand all...What the hell was the mother? Well, before I graduated from form 5, I asked my mother to come back, till now I even don't know why she would be back, and so she really got home from Australia.
Her terrible behaviors will never be changed...remain same...worsening now!!! She drunk everyday, and she might be taking drug-"5zai"! She always gets home around 3~4pm. She always goes to other uncle house until midnight! Doing what?I don't know..you guys guess!
Thus, my dad and my mom continue arguing this few days. They were discussing about divorce...sure,I agree!!!I want my daddy to divorce my mother. I don't want to see how sad my daddy will get at last and I want my mom to regret!!! Yet, they didn't divorce because my daddy was thinking about his children,sister, little brother, and me. He thought once the family was destroyed, this kids would be innocent. But, I don't think so, even for me,as his children, I don't want this kind of mother, I have this kind of mother, I will be more sad! Hopeless!!!
Well, though the fighting between my dad and my mom, my mummy seems nothing now. She is still hanging up with another uncles "many"--remaining coquettish! What I think of my mother is "dirty"! Really...when she will understand? When she will be changed? When..When...Unknown Time!
What I want from my mother is hoping she can be a good mother...a good wife! Not easy? Why other people' mother can and my mother can't? She doesn't know she is wrong until now, she doesn't know. Poor mother,when you will understand us? My daddy?
I hope what my daddy does for you is worth, but totally not! You this fucking mom! I hate you!!! (Forgive me so rude to you, but I hope you can be change some day! Please prove it to us!)
I have a normal family, which is not rich and not poor. I have my daddy and mummy, a sister, a brother, and me. 5 members are living in a warmly house.
However, my family is really complicated, especially my mom who brings unhappy events always to us, and destroys our family!
My mother is really rebellious, she is hard to be controlled. She always wants to do what she likes and what she wants. She is damned! I don't want to scold her, but I can't control my mind! What had she done was fault! Completely a huge mistake! She doesn't understand, she still says she is conscientious!!!
The event was happening in the 2 years ago while she was in Australia. I was regret, if I didn't ask her to go back Malaysia, I think now my family will be perfect without her! All I did was wrong!
Why she would be in Australia?
My mother was a hawker who sold Hokkien Mee in Tambi Kecil. Her every month's income was stable. She was really relaxing when she was holding her business because what she did was only making the noodle while custormers ordered! It was my daddy who helped her washed the plates and chopsticks! It was my sister and I who helped her to prepare before going for selling!!! What she did?Only made the noodles for custormer--easy step!!! The most complicated progresses were peeling off the shrimps' shell(10KG), blending the shrimps' shell, cleaning the stall, washing the floor, and moving down and up the heavy caldron! We did all the works in the morning till evening and after then we will go to prepare for selling.
Mostly was my sister help my mother to look up the stall and what my mother did was only chatting "Sembang" with old uncles!Damn Fuck! Why those uncles didn't understand my mother had married and had a husband? Why those uncles were so lame. "HamSap!" And why my mother is so "Hiao"--coquettish till now? Thus, this manner made many ugle news about my mom that for my daddy or even for a man couldn't stand "Green Cap;know?", so my parent started arguing! In the end, my mom decided went to Australia. Then...what happened in Australia? Well...my lame mummy tied with other uncle...damn fuck!Bitch!!!
I saw my dad was becoming weak, slim, and desparate. My dad was crying, you know? My heart was so painful. My mother didn't understand all...What the hell was the mother? Well, before I graduated from form 5, I asked my mother to come back, till now I even don't know why she would be back, and so she really got home from Australia.
Her terrible behaviors will never be changed...remain same...worsening now!!! She drunk everyday, and she might be taking drug-"5zai"! She always gets home around 3~4pm. She always goes to other uncle house until midnight! Doing what?I don't know..you guys guess!
Thus, my dad and my mom continue arguing this few days. They were discussing about divorce...sure,I agree!!!I want my daddy to divorce my mother. I don't want to see how sad my daddy will get at last and I want my mom to regret!!! Yet, they didn't divorce because my daddy was thinking about his children,sister, little brother, and me. He thought once the family was destroyed, this kids would be innocent. But, I don't think so, even for me,as his children, I don't want this kind of mother, I have this kind of mother, I will be more sad! Hopeless!!!
Well, though the fighting between my dad and my mom, my mummy seems nothing now. She is still hanging up with another uncles "many"--remaining coquettish! What I think of my mother is "dirty"! Really...when she will understand? When she will be changed? When..When...Unknown Time!
What I want from my mother is hoping she can be a good mother...a good wife! Not easy? Why other people' mother can and my mother can't? She doesn't know she is wrong until now, she doesn't know. Poor mother,when you will understand us? My daddy?
I hope what my daddy does for you is worth, but totally not! You this fucking mom! I hate you!!! (Forgive me so rude to you, but I hope you can be change some day! Please prove it to us!)
2:44 PM
